Cherry - I don't wish to choose this way

I don't want to ....
I wanna have a happy life...

I can't .... just let myself to destroy others...
What's in my mind ???????

Stop all....
Please stop all about ...

I wanna to see you are happy.
I must leave...
I must leave...
I have to leave... that circle...

I am also an human...
But I have to choose the right choice..
Bless me God...

And....
Keep it secretly in my heart that ....
Actually ... I defeat...

Bless me God...

Cherry - No choice

I know,  ...
Please ..stop that ....

I just have no choice ....

Cherry - I thought .........

I thought I forgot......
Actually I remember ......

I thought I don't care ....
Actually I am .....

I thought I won't.....
but I have ....

I know I feel ....
But I can't .....

Sorry ... my feeling...
I respect my mind ....
Hope u will understand ....
I have to do this ....

Cherry - My Good Doggie, my dear friend

Today is a holiday.

But.....
I am sad....

I am not so fit.
Actually, He is sick. But why I live him alone.

At two o'clock. I opened the door. He followed to go out for pisses.
Realize he is blooded. Can't stand to look this I cry. He looked at me. I know he is sad.
But I can't help anymore.

Mum had taken a bath for him this morning.

I washed his mouth cos of blood. He seemed unfeeling good.
No dokter I can't contact. I felt so useless. I can't help anymore.

Take him to rest. But he is still there n no wish to sleep.
Just left him alone. To make him sleep. I kept contact the dokter. But I can't get him.

About 4 o'clock, father is back. Maybe he is waiting for father. A few minutes goes. He left.
I can't control my tears, I kept crying.

He seemed know he is wanna go away. He chose today, I am at home. (Had been cancelled the appointment, cos feeling sick). Mum took him a bath. I take him to go out for pisses. Never forget his face, he seemed cried sad. I am really useless. He waited to see father for last.

God. I really hope he is rest in peace. Hope he will had a good life in his next life.
He is a good dog. So sorry cos I am not a good owner. Forgive me. My dearest dog.

Nothing I can do. Hope U rest in peace..

No one could take ur place in my heart, u always be a good listener for me.

I am sorry...

Cherry - I will

It had been a half year not left any words here...

Seems like, I am too busy with my jobs ....

I hope I can take a right step... I wanna be... Wanna be the best..

Bless me God. And I will do the best.

Hope everything can be smoothly.

Everyone can be happy all the time.

World peace.


I know I will